YES!!
I HAS Indeed!!
If ya still love me, you'll watch me neh? D8

This ones so cluttered n blah.
So!
New account
Dedicated to new projects n less shit!!
There'll be one of two old things on the toooo.

xx

Well yeah.
Today at school something happened.
Recently I've been shockingly stressed about exams and failing them. Still am.
(Exams being the reason for lack of pictures and blah)
Yesterday I had a fall out with a very good friend. I didnt know it at the time, but I was ruining all her plans that she'd made. So everythings screwed up because of me. Fabby.
At school, the fall out combined with the anxiety from my art course work being ruined and exams,all of this came out in the middle of registration.
I cried until I was physicly sick, threw up twice (yummy), then had a panic/anxiety attack. Yesterday triggered all this, because the guilt of messing everything up just made everything boil over.
Just cant cope with everything anymore.

SO, taken to the doctor by the school nurse, got pills with a stupidly long name to calm me down and help with the stress, and Anti-depressants to counteract the effects of the other pill.
Doctor also told me to take six weeks off school, and Ive decided to do the same because I dont want things here to trigger anything else.

If you need me, Ill still be on ED, MSN and e-mail :3

Very sorry.
See you all in 6 weeks!

<sub>Yes!! yes it totally rocked!! Best one ever!
Fairly good songs all round, and no super shitty political voting!!

What was up with Turkey tho!? I mean..sorry but god that song was bullshit!! lol

And omfg Ukraine, good song but wtf was with the set!?
And she morgaged her house for that!?
Srsly, you tell me if this makes sense.. gear/cogs + pistons = machinery.
She was dressed like a pirate slut.
Backing singers = dressed in tinfoil and standing on boxes.
Buff guys 'dressed' up as Roman soldiers.
HOW THE FUCK DOES THAT RELATE TO EACHOTHER!? OMG LOL!

BUT
Best songs in my opinion in order!
United Kingdom! (duh) i mean Andrew Lloyd Webber for fuck sake!
Estonia!
Norway!
Bosnia and Herzegovina!
Moldova!
Israel!
Armenia!
Ukriane!
Sweden!
France!

Im a sucker for peeps who sing in their own language.
Or at least for most of their song.

But srsly, my little American dears,
I beg you to watch Norway and Estonia fur shur!
Oh and Ukraine just for lolz!!</sub>



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Best friends!!



Rockeh DApeeps!!


Pretty Clubs


This Months Epic Top Three!! {no order}


This months recomended gallery visit!!

Its the turn of the Photographers this month baby.
And they dont get better than Alex Evans for cuteness. His pictures are both beautiful and atmospheric :3
Take a look, you'll like, I promise.

<sub>Iawn de!
First, meme plz.

{OC meme taken from someones journal. Who's, slips mah mind.}

Choose one OC and answer the following questions.

I choose Marshall. because no one likes him. And I love him. So poo to you all XD.

1. What's your real name, and your nickname ?
Marshall McKyller. Marsh.

2. Interesting... and your current age?
I'm 23. The prime of ****ing life.

3. Uh huh. What's your favorite food?
Full English breakfast. Because its the best damn thing for hangovers.

4. And your favorite drink ?
Absynth as a rule. But Im a big Water fan. Coz you need it to live..like.

5. Confessions time! Who is your secret lover or fan?
How the hell should I know. I dont have 'secret lovers'. Thats just gayass.

6. Aww! Have you ever kiss him/her?
Yeah, way to listen.
Ive kissed lots of people.

7. Classical question! What's your favorite colour?
I like White and red.

8. Who is your favorite writer?
Shakespere. No I'm serious! That guys a genius. Pound of flesh and all that shit you know?
Midsummer Nights Dream's just trippy as hell.

9. What's your biggest fear?
Cockroaches. ****ing gross.

10. Rivalry brother/sister?
No. Ima famile man. we dont do fighting or rivalrys.

11. Who is your hero?
Kenedy.

12. Ok, Who is your worst enemy?
Faggots in general. (homophobe plz)

13. What would you do if your hero and your worst enemy met each other?
He'd tell them to get bent. Oh wait, to late. *snort*

14. Interesting... What would you do if you met your creator?
Thank him for making me so kickass and irresistable. (yoyo..Ima girl here MrEgo.)

15. Now, What would you do when you'll be older ?
Settle down and get clean.

16. What's your worst nightmare?
Cockroack in my dreads. That or my dreads catching fire.

17. What's the life you dream of?
Retire from the band early, get off drugs and alcohol.
Get a latino wife and a little girl. I want a house in the suburbs, white picket fence job, school down the road, large garage for the bike and the drum kit. Simple. Ill be a retired rock star that no one will remember. So no one will bother me. Take the wife n kid to Disney land, have them rape my wallet for mikey mouse crap, watch the kid get hyper on seeing Cinderella in the distance. Wife makes me go on all the rides with the kid because she's holding the bags, eating my flippin icecream cone....*driftoffplz*
(lol Marshall Out.)

18. What would you do if your dreamt life become true?
Id Live it.

19. Ok, What's your favorite place to relax?
Bed. I relax when i sleep.

20. Last question ! What do you do the most of your time?
Play drums, drink, do gigs with the band, take stuff I shouldnt and flirt with nice girls. *shrug*

Tagg peeps??
Okay, I never tagg, but I srsly need to know more about Gwen so Ima tagg your ass!!


Movie!
Naruto Shippuuden Movie: Bonds. I like.
Not as good as a Bleach movie, but I liked it :3
No Rain. No Rainbow!!

Muffinz. yummy neh?
YAY OR NAY!?</sub>


MEIAN OUT!!
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Best friends!!



Rockeh DApeeps!!


Pretty Clubs


This Months Epic Top Three!! {no order}


This months recomended gallery visit!!

Its the turn of the Photographers this month baby.
And they dont get better than Alex Evans for cuteness. His pictures are both beautiful and atmospheric :3
Take a look, you'll like, I promise.

Im really, really ill.
Like..I dunno how but I feel awful.
Ive been feeling dizzy and nauseous all day. The heatings been on in school and everyones been in shirts because its so stuffy, but Ive been in the corner shivering.
The psychology teacher picked his moment when I felt worst to come and have a go at me for missing my lessons. I tried to tell him 3 times why ive missed them but he never listens and point blank rudely ignores me. So I semi lost it and told him to 'fuck off and leave me alone'.
So yeah, I get sent to the head, but he lets it go because half way through my lil talking to, i have to run out and be sick in the toilet x__x So he kinda understood that i wasnt in the mood for being told off.
The worst thing about all this, is that I could have gone home lesson 2. At 11am. my no one was at home to pick me up. So I spent the whole day in school suffering.


Emi: Im so sorry I havent been on, I know I said I would be but I had to go to bed when I came home x______x forgive meh plz..

Meian well and truly out.
xx



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Best friends!!



Rockeh DApeeps!!


Pretty Clubs


This Months Epic Top Three!! {no order}


This months recomended gallery visit!!

Its the turn of the Photographers this month baby.
And they dont get better than Alex Evans for cuteness. His pictures are both beautiful and atmospheric :3
Take a look, you'll like, I promise.